feeling completely unsure about the performance i'm supposed to be doing this friday and saturday.
it's now tuesday, and work has been so busy (or i'm just making it busy) - it's like there's so much to do all at once.
and what am i trying to say in this piece i'm going to perform? what do i need to say right now? how do i make it work? why am i even trying to do this? what business do i have getting up on stage for 5 minutes when i havent been rehearsing anything? practice, practice... the only practice i'm getting lately is in running around like a madwoman and also talking to clients and potential clients. i have not been dancing, or acting. i have been writing and reading and googling weird things at all hours of the night. building material, things below the surface. is now the right time to give it a chance to sprout?
ehhhhhh not sure!
realizing that i do not like working on my own. need a mentor/director/partner/group in all of this. glad to be start MGP with the girls from heather's workshop.
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